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Well, stepping in the mid of December

Marking the third month of unemployment :(

Initially , wanted to blog the moment in Kuching

with my mum last week.

It's just a normal trip. 

Any excitement you could expect from a trip with parents ? 

Nothing much actually. 

And I found myself completing the so called 

'responsibilities' during the trip instead of really going to a trip.

Sorry mum! If I done any unpleasant act. 

Hey, lets go back to our main topic.

Yeap, December ! That's my dateline for myself to get a job. 

When someone asked me :

' How's your job hunting? '

' I rejected people , People rejected me too ' I answered. 

' Fair game. '

Yes. Is a fair game.

' You got a job? '

' Nope. Still searching. '

' Don't be so picky. '

Picky, picky , picky ? Am I ?

Choosy ? choosy ? choosy ?

Digested the words above and started to worry 

as people around me worried about me. 

Sad case when the word 'picky' is from one of my close friend. 

I knew she didn't mean it.

People, I'm actively in looking a job. 

Stress says hi and bye always as I refreshed the page

and there's only a few job opening.

Felt badly when it's all sales related :(

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The brother worries at the point I resigned.

No doubt, I have a lots of outing and trips. 

Going here and there after I resigned.

But when I flashed back, is only a few places I went

comparing to those who are good at socializing, 

that's only small business. 

What to do ? Decided to go for this road.

Shouldn't wondering whether the road not taken will be good ?

Simple, I just want to have a job that suits me :)

Whatever picky and choosy , that's my way.

Have faith and believing always !