We knew

I know U know I'm here

U know I know U'll stay on 

This is why WE choosen the road 

No matter how hard

Go through it

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Hi Tomorrow :) 

人際關係，這回事

心，非常的不舒服

是我的問題

還是我的同事的問題？！

用心做每一件事

卻傷害了自己

還是從小到大

沒學好人際關係這回事

算了吧

想想我的姐妹淘

有可愛的林寶

還有很多用心交的朋友

放棄吧

什麼都不理了

Game over ?!

Alright, start with an ordinary starting ...

Well, it has been a long time since last blog 

Fail my exam . Don't ask me why 

Retake the exam with great of fear 

And having post-exam phobia 

I guess i cant accept another time of failure

Anyhow, have give myself another chance to try

If i fail again , IF

Overloaded with problems and issues 

Surrounded by MR Stress.

Quality of sleep is what i needed now 

My mood is like how the share market and FOREX fluctuated 

Oops. Our RM is not fluctuate at all

Going down all the way reaches RM4/ $US

As my financial commitment too high with only 0.03% of saving monthly againts my salary

I have stepped into investment line - share market

I gain and i loss .

With the 2.6b and 1MDB issues somehow affected me 

Today, i have loss my capital .

Dont worry , have not declare bankrupt yet

I cant imagine those who have no knowledge on fundametal and technical analysis 

How they survive in the market ??! 

This is how my life going 

Society force me to do so 

有緣。無份

有緣這份東西

是很奇妙的

地球

說大不大

說小不小

能成為

朋友

死黨

都是一種緣分

說說樹

我和她

就是有緣

小學中學大學

都念同一間學校

甚至

畢業後

兜兜轉轉

工作在同一區

住在同一區

沒有

很刻意的約對方

就是有緣遇到

'有緣再見'

有緣真的能見

人啊

在於選擇

對的人

錯的時間

與

錯的人

對的時間

懊惱

我說讓緣份決定吧

或許

對的人會在對的時間出現

對於有些很在乎你的

我只能說

你們有緣無份

-祝福-

24

I'm bored

Need excitement in my life

What would it be ?

Myself :

Dengue positive during CNY

No celebration for me except collecting ang paus

I never really enjoy this festive for 2 years

Last year

Busy searching work

No money no celebration 

This year

Sick

My health : 

After quitting from big 4

Red alerts on my health

I wonder why

Mayve because lack of exercise 

Some told me that i have no time to sick while

Working in previous employer

Is true

All the sickness come together

To solve : exercise!

Wanted to get a sport shoes

For jogging / hiking / trekking 

' u sure u will wearit?' 

This is the question both brother and boyf asked

After  I told them Iwanted to get one sport shoes

My work :

So far so good

Routine life style is one of the factors

Why i feel bored

Thought of planning outings with colleague

For self improvement, I have enrolled in my exam

Is already paper 4

Going to finish off stage one of this exam

Started to feel lazy 

Don't feel like studying

To solve : need motivation from bosses

Should I walk into my boss's room

And story to him ?

My family : 

As usual

Unsolved issue remained 

What to do ?!

Keep calm and close eyes

I found myself less involve in family issues

Compared to last time

Maybe because is already my bottomline

To tolerate everything 

My relationship : 

Stable

Feel bored not because of the boyf

Is because our routine life

To solve : short gateway !

And is all about money

But I dont care

Has been awhile since our last vacation 

My friends : 

Known each other for too long

And no topic to share 

Erm ... Where's the plan for our trip ?

To solve : Discuss and result oriented

Is 24 

And i feel myself not in this age * Omg

When you look back 

Ask yourself 

' What have you done ? '

Your dream 

Realizing? Or still searching for your dream?

My dream is very simple yet hard to achieve

Past one year :

I have worked for almost one year with current employer

I have completed 3 papers

So what's next ? 

All about working

That's why I'm bored 

.

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hello stress

Well

I'm stress

Stress of what ? 

God knows

Virus came and visited me

Really distracting

According to doctor

When immune system down

Virus that stays in my body

 will be activated 

Meaning? 

I have to keep myself chill and relax

How? 

I was wondering 

Is because the place I'm staying,

Stress me up ? as my lifestyle changed?

Lifestyle changed a lot seriously

when you need to accept something totally different!

Mood swings everyday 

:'(

I tried to make myself relax actually

Yet people around me stress me up 

I have tried to control emotion

But why me ? 

Why am I the one who tolerate people around

Should I run away for few days ? 

.

.

When you have something to tell 

And you can only tell nothing 

That's hard ! 

I will be good :) 

No worries